Dejavu

No, I am not referring to Beyonce's hit single but dreams that I keep having since young. Don't know if its a gift cos I will only know once it hit me on the spot and I realised that I have gone through that scenario before.. But of course its not like I know what is going to happen next..

But its really funny having these things cos the moment it striked you, your mind will be distracted and missed the next few words of whatever the person you are talking to is saying and your mind goes everywhere for a few seconds. And that is so not helpful when it happens especially during meetings cos it does not work like a premonition where you could end up saving a person's life..

The longest dejavu I have ever had was for a good ten seconds where I will just keep my mouth shut so that I will not jinx it or it will not turn out how it was suppose to be as far as I can remember. And it is like having a glimpse of the next 10 seconds of the future.. I just wonder what is the explanation for all this.

Its like we have gone through our lives before but certain circumstances led God to rewind the time, erased our memories so that we couldnt recall anything that has happened of the future but somehow some bits and pieces are left behind.. Well, I dont think anyone can explain that! Nevertheless I am happy with my gift!